Seven Pounds anyone??

Blogging is such a task at times!! hehe. Just been finding it really hard to find something worth writing about. I guess everyone has those weeks where everything seems extremely mundane and down right boring. Before you know it, you've slacked off a week and your blog looks a little sadder..hehe.

Well, lately I decided to watch seven pounds with my friend, seeing that I was free and had nothing better to do. We got into this small cinema theather and I actuali thought this was kinda cool, as if we were some exclusive group who was watchin the movie. Plus, I'm sure the sound system would have been better..(I guess??)hehe.

Then halfway through the movie I hear people singing along, rather unsoundly..hehe..and it came from the seat next to me...MY FREN!!!lol. In my heart, I didnt care whether my friend wanted to sing or not, I just hoped no one would take notice of it..hehe. Then, before I knew it, a girl seating on my left also started singing..I'm like, you gotta be kidding me!!!..come on....

But that wasnt the end of it. I guess the worst was the fact that the people beside me were muttering general facts about the movie.

Person A: Whats that animal called again?? Person B: Owhh, its....obor-obor??
Person A: Owh, ryte ryte..
Person B: Its really dangerous. It can electrocute someone to death!!
Me: (Turns and looks at them for a moment with an emotionless face)

And that was how it was almost throughout the movie. Not that I dont enjoy knowing random facts...but I guess I WANNA WATCH THE MOVIE!!!!..And btw the animal is called a jelly fish!

Other than that, the movie was fairly unpredictable. It isnt your typically movie, with an expected ending. I like movies which actually allow us viewers to guess whats' actually going on. The ending part was particularly sad and considering most of the people in the cinema were move to tears, I guess they were touched too.

On the brighter side of things...

Aside from all the rants, things have been fairly predictable. College as expected is....BORING!!! Nothing has changed a bit, even after 4 months. Lectures are still boring enough to put you to sleep, subjects are getting even more theoretical and friends are still as random..lol. I guess i still have to get use to going to college again and not forgetting, put up with the Taylors admin..:(

Other than that, everything is still the same. Still have work on Saturdays and church on Sundays. Its funny now thinking it over, I practically spend my weekends with kids...50 of them to be exact. And let me tell you, they are a handful!!! I still wonder how I manage to survive each time??

And though I always come out of it feeling voiceless, drained and totally worn out, its all worthwhile at the end of the day. Just having one of them say thank you or leave totally excited about class makes all the difference. But dats not the case all the time though..hehe..Guess I gotta be thankful for what I get??

My random rants...

You know I'm starting to think that being nice is a curse on its own. There you are tryin to be 'nice' and instead of getting that in return, people think its ok to take advantage of it. Not like its never happened before but I seriously think people should really think about their actions atleast once in awhile.

It is seriously farking annoying when people do that. So pisses me off especially when people look down or disregard you because of the way you are. Well I would think thats bladdy double standards!!! So what if im small, or quiet, or that i seem nice....doesnt mean you can just treat me like that.

Im no robot, I cant just take everything you say or do and spit it out without being affected from it. Worst still, is when you talk to them and they have this " I told you so" smile on their faces. I wish you would just be there for me instead of judging me!! Or maybe im imagining things...Ahhh, I dont really know what to think.

Gives You Hell....

Finally, some privacy to write. At last everyone is out at the same time, or not i'll have my mum snooping around me, sis glancing every now and then (normal busy-body family)..:(. The weekend has been fairly busy for me with work, church, sunday school and such. Kinda felt like a zombie by the end of sunday..hehe.

I dunno why but "Gives You Hell" by AAR is still kinda stuck in my head. Well I guess it's because it kept playing over and over on the radio, which is kinda weird. On Saturday I was totally in a pissed off mood and funny enough everytime I got into the car, the song played..(God, what are you tryin to say??..lol)

The good thing is I kinda like the song and I guess in a way it kinda relaxed me cause its such a carefree song. Listening to it made me think, "Ahh, fark everything", or something like that..and yes, I do curse..its a normalcy in most people.

Well, after the hectic weekend all I can think off is starting college again...I seriously don't know what to expect. Hope its all good???