These thoughts of mine...

Why I wonder sometimes...
What is it that you see in me?
Am I even that worthy to have you see me in that light?
I who feel so small, so insignificant, so insecure...
And yet you see me as strong-willed, independent, unique..
What do you see in every gaze?
I wonder if you see the same image I sometimes dread staring at?

The story of her...

Lately, my blog has been the last thing on my mind. Its not that I've lost interest in it, but rather I cant seem to ever finish a blog post. Theres' either too much to tell, too little, or too complicated to put down in words. I guess you could say my minds' in a mess. So, instead of writing anyting that might mess your mind up too, heres' a little project I worked on.

The unfinished product

Finally done!

PS: Thankx & credit goes to willowing for her tutorials!!!

Call me a student, one last time?

Final sem began last week signalling the start of the college environment yet again, assignments and the one thing i dread, the end of my term as a student. I never really thought this day would come so soon, and honestly I didnt want it to. Though many might feel otherwise but I love being a student. I love the privileges of being a student; not having to worry about money all that much, staying up late just to finish assignments, attending lectures, exams (I kinda miss them..LOL) and best still the privileges of my student card!!!lol.

I never really thought I'll be graduating at 21, its just so soon. It still seems sureal. I used to think I would still be stuck studying till i reach 24 (guess I should have opted for medicine instead..LOL). I guess it scares me knowing that by the end of this year, I would need to start looking around for a job or plan to further my studies. As of now, both options seem very hazy. I just hope when the time comes, I'll know exactly what to do.

College as expected, is very much dull and boring. I guess as last sem students thats all we can expect after spending a fair bit of time in the same institution. College environment seems so uninviting and needless to say subjects are far worse. I guess you cant stay a student forever, you have to move on and hope for greener pastures. Well, thats what I hope for...