People can be so insensitive sometimes. I guess we never realise that the things we say or the actions we take can really cause us to hurt someone. We usually try to accomodate our own feelings first before thinking about how were affecting others.
It doesnt matter if we say mean things or things we dont really mean, all that matters is that we feel happy at the end of the day. Well, I hope you are...
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Sunday, February 22, 2009
What can I say...
I know this isnt my first posting. Its kinda surprising when I realise how long i've had this blog. Bet none of you actually knew it at all..hehe. Guess im that good. Well honestly, I havent really began blogging much because theres' always that feeling of insecurity of not knowing whos' reading your writings or that my postings might be lame. But the most scariest part yet, is the idea that my deepest, personal thoughts are somewhat shared.
I know some of you think I think too much..hehe. I guess its true but I just cant help it. Anyways, this is my blog, myself expressed...so please try not to be too hard on the criticism..hehe..Muaxx.
I know some of you think I think too much..hehe. I guess its true but I just cant help it. Anyways, this is my blog, myself expressed...so please try not to be too hard on the criticism..hehe..Muaxx.
An adventure...?? or somewhat...
Well, as planned me and my frens all decided to go to Gentings last friday for a "stayover". And let me tell you, everyone was so excited about it..hehe (you know who you are). Being that most of them had class or functions to attend, so we only left about 9pm.
At 11pm, we girls were all settled and it looked like we had this huge apartment to ourselves...(which was kinda awesome, till the guys came..hehe). The rest came a lil later and thanxs to me Alan got a lil side tracked, I literally took him off the road..lol..thats how good I am with directions..
All in all, the ten of us settled in and after a few drinks, i guess things went "well"..hehe. But somehow, even with the music blazing, drinks all around and the crowd of people..you cant run away from reality. I guess i thought i could for awhile, but i dont think that really happens. Somehow I thought about it more..but thankfully my frens were very observant..
So, after a whole lot of drinks and a darkened room, most of us were dancing to the music from Pat's ipod..Alan non-stop dancing with...*coughs*..hehe..I dont really know what time they stopped..was it 5 or 6am??..All i know is that I was peacefully sleeping, till Mandy burst in the room saying something about going swimming..
So, we all somehow went swimming, half awaked at 10am..hehe. I would say thats early considering the time we slept. Later after checking out, we five decided to head up to the themepark while the rest had to head home. So Alan gave us a ride to the Skyway and unexpectantly his car broke down...so we were in a fix to figure out what to do.
Poor Alan, he had to call the mechanic and get his car towed..The rest of us took the bus home instead of our initial plan to go to the themepark. Well, you know when your on the bus and theres' this someone nodding off next to you.. best part is hes' a stranger...and he was resting on me!!!!! OMG...im like so lucky it was a short trip..hehe.
Its kinda weird how so many things can happen in such a short time..hehe..but it was an adventure nevertheless...especially with you guys there..we had a good time..
All the girls and Pat in the camwhoring mood..except me (sadly, got dragged)
Notice how red Chloe is..hehe
Alan busting a move..I swear he was dancing till 6am!
All four of us waiting for Alan after his car 'malfunction'.
Us on the very next day, i look damn tired...
At 11pm, we girls were all settled and it looked like we had this huge apartment to ourselves...(which was kinda awesome, till the guys came..hehe). The rest came a lil later and thanxs to me Alan got a lil side tracked, I literally took him off the road..lol..thats how good I am with directions..
All in all, the ten of us settled in and after a few drinks, i guess things went "well"..hehe. But somehow, even with the music blazing, drinks all around and the crowd of people..you cant run away from reality. I guess i thought i could for awhile, but i dont think that really happens. Somehow I thought about it more..but thankfully my frens were very observant..
So, after a whole lot of drinks and a darkened room, most of us were dancing to the music from Pat's ipod..Alan non-stop dancing with...*coughs*..hehe..I dont really know what time they stopped..was it 5 or 6am??..All i know is that I was peacefully sleeping, till Mandy burst in the room saying something about going swimming..
So, we all somehow went swimming, half awaked at 10am..hehe. I would say thats early considering the time we slept. Later after checking out, we five decided to head up to the themepark while the rest had to head home. So Alan gave us a ride to the Skyway and unexpectantly his car broke down...so we were in a fix to figure out what to do.
Poor Alan, he had to call the mechanic and get his car towed..The rest of us took the bus home instead of our initial plan to go to the themepark. Well, you know when your on the bus and theres' this someone nodding off next to you.. best part is hes' a stranger...and he was resting on me!!!!! OMG...im like so lucky it was a short trip..hehe.
Its kinda weird how so many things can happen in such a short time..hehe..but it was an adventure nevertheless...especially with you guys there..we had a good time..
All the girls and Pat in the camwhoring mood..except me (sadly, got dragged)
Notice how red Chloe is..hehe
Alan busting a move..I swear he was dancing till 6am!
All four of us waiting for Alan after his car 'malfunction'.
Us on the very next day, i look damn tired...Sunday, December 16, 2007
Dear Diary #1,
Life is so funny, it seems. How something so small, so unplanned can affect you in a great way. Been so consumed with work and being away from home that all I can think of is how much I NEED SLEEP!!! But somehow I found the time to go caroling with my church buddies and somehow we were suppose to spread our cheer but rather I think I got mine back.
Going to the old folk’s home really got to me, walking in, seeing their faces. The way they smile but yet look so lonely, like longing for the time when they themselves were young. They longed for touch, warmth, as I reached out my hand to greet them. They took my hands like they had never been touched for a long time. And I tried my best to maintain my smile, not wanting to show how I actually felt, though feeling a tear in eye.
As we were on our way back, all I could think of was how much I couldn’t and just wouldn’t want my parents to be in such a place. Even though how much we fight everyday, or how many rules they make up for me each day, I still love them too much to put them there. And somehow I was thinking if my mum was thinking of such a thing.
She also seemed lost in thought while we were there. Later, we went to an orphanage, and the kids were just so adorable. Felt like hugging them tight tight…hehe. At the end of the day, it hit me how I started this December so down, so tired. I had lost the Christmas feeling way before Christmas actually started and I think deep down, I found it back…in them.
Going to the old folk’s home really got to me, walking in, seeing their faces. The way they smile but yet look so lonely, like longing for the time when they themselves were young. They longed for touch, warmth, as I reached out my hand to greet them. They took my hands like they had never been touched for a long time. And I tried my best to maintain my smile, not wanting to show how I actually felt, though feeling a tear in eye.
As we were on our way back, all I could think of was how much I couldn’t and just wouldn’t want my parents to be in such a place. Even though how much we fight everyday, or how many rules they make up for me each day, I still love them too much to put them there. And somehow I was thinking if my mum was thinking of such a thing.
She also seemed lost in thought while we were there. Later, we went to an orphanage, and the kids were just so adorable. Felt like hugging them tight tight…hehe. At the end of the day, it hit me how I started this December so down, so tired. I had lost the Christmas feeling way before Christmas actually started and I think deep down, I found it back…in them.
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