Hours pass and I'm wondering,
How much longer can I bear this?,
For once we were friends,
But now nothing at all.
I reminisce the times we had,
Far too often that it kills me even more,
Where did it go?,
And why did it have to...
My mind is filled with questions,
All of which; unanswered,
How did things become so complicated?,
How did it become so tainted..
Is it me who is to be blamed?
Blame me then,
For my pride cannot withstand this agony,
But who ever gave you the right to judge me,
Your words linger on deep down,
And though I'll never admit it,
I don't know if I can ever look at you in the same way.
Thinking it over,
Did I ever mean that much to you?
Or was I the foolish one,
Naive from the start.
You're the reason I now hold back,
Any new friendships I frown upon,
Any such closeness I quickly disattach,
For one time seems one too many,
How much more can the heart take?
You said being closer hurts,
Being strangers hurts even more,
For that is all we are now,
And I cant help it,
Because it feels like I just lost a friend.
I miss her...
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2 comments:
whoa...who la is this?? you okay ke?? don't so sad..things like this happen.. friends come and go, even the ones you thought were the bestest and closest..
ya la i agree with mandy la! wakakka! chill i'm still here lol! =P
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