A lil of everthing...

Lately, my mind has been utterly restless with countless thoughts going through it almost non-stop. For instance, being sleepy or tired. You would think, hey its the same thing. You feel tired, hence you have the urge to sleep. But let me tell you, in my world its not that easy..hehe. Firstly, tired doesnt always lead to sleeping as I would wish it would. Sometimes being tired is a torture especially when I know that I need to work on numerous assignments or that my restless mind would not allow myself to fall asleep.

And what about sleep, well thats a problem too. Not only because I have difficulty sleeping at nights but because everytime sleep comes to mind, so does every other thing. For instance, the new Nicholas Sparks book Mandy lent me, or my internship concerns or most commonly temptations from the internet. In the end, I only succumb to sleep in the wee mornings, and wake up late feeling groggy. Curses!!! (I can't believe I wrote two paragraphs on this, my apologies..LOL)

Random rantings aside, I guess I have a few things to look forward to. I'll be finishing my degree in a month or so and soon be starting my internship (*fingers crossed*). Though many have told me that I should be eager to end my college life and start working, however I guess I have mix feelings. While, I am excited and eager about starting a new stage in my life, I also am scared and sad about it. Like most people, I hate change, or rather am too comfortable being where I am. Sooner or later, I know I would have to embrace this change whether or not I'd like to.

Not forgetting, I guess I have something to look forward to...AAR live in Malaysia. I've always been a fan of the band and though at first I did not plan to attend the concert, I guess one thing led to another and things just fell in place. More than anything, I guess i'm going for the company of friends tagging along and also to feel the concert environment (ofcoz, seeing Tyson too). Like past AAR concerts, I hope this one turns out great with loads of energy (God knows thats what I need). I hope they bring their carefree spirit (not to mention, good looks) on stage! They aren't called 'REJECTS' for nothing..heres' what I mean:

Interviewer: What's one piece of advice you would give viewers to overcome heartache?

Tyson: ...just go to bed, eat some Oreos for about a week and shut the blinds down. You will emerge a new person.

Chris: Stay drunk for a good month and a half. When you sober up, you'll be fine!

All I can say is, great advice guys..definetly AAR quality! LOL