Thursday, September 1, 2011

Give me strength...

Listening to: Blackbird - Cameron Mitchell (cover)

Messed things up. Crap. I'm glad you're acting as if nothing happened when really I'm trying to avoid you. Sighs, I'm sorry. Guess I've always been good at running away.

What are we doing? Boy, what is this? I want to give up this time, call it quits. For something that seems so simple to others, seems the hardest for me. This time I think these walls are just unbreakable. I'm sorry, hopefully I'll have the courage to tell you soon.

Perhaps this is who I am. Perhaps this part of myself is unchangeable. Everyone has a plan in life, I guess this one just isn't for me. I'm not going to blame You for it instead I hope You give me the strength to live out this life and in time learn to love again.

I'm sorry, please give me time...


No comments: