I should really call this a monthly blog. My postings have become so few and far between that sometimes I wonder if I should even go on. For now I guess I still have a few more words in me, so till then I'll keep writing.
It's funny and yet cruel how life has certainty been a bitch! Juggling two jobs, RYM, sunday school, church, friends..is no easy business. I'm ever so exhausted from work and even weekends are starting to lose their meaning. Right now the only consolation of being employed is the paycheck at the end of every month, aside from the lower workload that came with Ramadan. (which I am thankful for.)
I look at the four of us, each slowly but surely heading to different paths. Gosh, we surely never thought this would be the future. We're definitely trying our best to work through the distance and problems to keep this relationship strong, I'm glad for that. One thing I pray for is that He binds our paths - that no matter how distinct they may be, they'll always intertwine. I couldn't bear losing you gurls...I hope I never do.
Over the years, I admit I've lost quite a few friends. But really, if having these friends mean you have to try so hard to fit in or perhaps even exist, then is it worth it? I'm glad for this great handful I have and although few, we are strongly knitted..that's surely a rare find.
The past months have been a rush with work commitments and most importantly RYM whilst making sure I have 'me' time which mostly means retail therapy..lol. Shopping although is utterly enjoyable has become somewhat dangerous especially now that I'm earning. Some how being employed seems to make it okay to splurge more every now and then..lol. Really bad, I know!
Now for the juicy bits. The scandals, relationships, boys...lol. Errmm, well I don't think I have much of an update for that...lol. But I guess it's okay. Attended the recent RYM 'First Love' camp and it really helped me come to terms with my current situation. Looking past the perceptions of the world and peer pressure, it's more than okay to be single! I enjoy it, I love being inclusive rather than exclusive and most of all, I have the luxury and time to do God's work...which I love. I think, this is the best time for me to find true friendship especially in boys and hopefully learn to trust them and perhaps break down my walls when the right one comes along.
It's funny and yet cruel how life has certainty been a bitch! Juggling two jobs, RYM, sunday school, church, friends..is no easy business. I'm ever so exhausted from work and even weekends are starting to lose their meaning. Right now the only consolation of being employed is the paycheck at the end of every month, aside from the lower workload that came with Ramadan. (which I am thankful for.)
I look at the four of us, each slowly but surely heading to different paths. Gosh, we surely never thought this would be the future. We're definitely trying our best to work through the distance and problems to keep this relationship strong, I'm glad for that. One thing I pray for is that He binds our paths - that no matter how distinct they may be, they'll always intertwine. I couldn't bear losing you gurls...I hope I never do.
Over the years, I admit I've lost quite a few friends. But really, if having these friends mean you have to try so hard to fit in or perhaps even exist, then is it worth it? I'm glad for this great handful I have and although few, we are strongly knitted..that's surely a rare find.
The past months have been a rush with work commitments and most importantly RYM whilst making sure I have 'me' time which mostly means retail therapy..lol. Shopping although is utterly enjoyable has become somewhat dangerous especially now that I'm earning. Some how being employed seems to make it okay to splurge more every now and then..lol. Really bad, I know!
Now for the juicy bits. The scandals, relationships, boys...lol. Errmm, well I don't think I have much of an update for that...lol. But I guess it's okay. Attended the recent RYM 'First Love' camp and it really helped me come to terms with my current situation. Looking past the perceptions of the world and peer pressure, it's more than okay to be single! I enjoy it, I love being inclusive rather than exclusive and most of all, I have the luxury and time to do God's work...which I love. I think, this is the best time for me to find true friendship especially in boys and hopefully learn to trust them and perhaps break down my walls when the right one comes along.
Till then, I'm gonna enjoy being single!(sings Cameron's 'Love Can Wait For Me')
ps. enjoy them photos!:)
my fun colleagues & ex-colleagues
RYM camp participants, all 50 of us! (nice t-shirts?)
Got bullied as usual...thanks, boys
This poor boy got his underwear stolen at camp. Srsly...(tho he does look happy about it) LOL
The RYM family - we are not perfect but I love you guys nonetheless.
I miss us... I miss Sundays, I miss our silly jokes, I miss our drunken adventures, I miss rides in your car...*come back, sygs!*;(
