Tuesday, April 21, 2009

The idea of goin up north...

College work is piling up, time seems to pass ever more quickly, and just when I think life cannot get anymore messier..dad says were going up north. Not that I didnt expect that one coming, seeing how recent events have unfold. I guess the family needed to go, no questions asked. So, we were all in the car for yet another grueling 5 hour drive.

Though the panic has somewhat subsided, my heart ached when i saw her. Its just so scary knowing that just last week things could have changed for the worst. It made me think about alot of things, some of which I fear to even mention.

In a way being here gives me a sense of calm reassurance, something that I really need through all the doubt and uncertainties going through my mind lately. Knowing that things are looking up gives my heart ease to travel home again and be miles away from her. It gives me a little hope as I bring this good news home with me.

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