When the unavoidable circumstance hits you right in the face, what do you say in return? What is your defense against this great darkness? Or does it leave you in silence, numb until it attacks again.
How do you stop the unavoidable from ever happening?? That question never fails to enter into my conciousness and sometimes haunt me in my sleep. Answering a phone call made me realise that it is inevitable. And though all I could say were one syllable replies, in my mind all I could think of was..."Please, God...please... I've lost count of the times I kept on repeating that in my mind (must have been almost a hundred times by now).
Through all this tension going on in my head, I somehow feel so helpless. What do I do..? Who do I talk to?..What would I say?..then I realise that I've been so self-centered. And somehow you come to mind. And I wonder how friendship became so complicated...especially in this time of need. I guess all I have left to do is trust in Him, my life is in His hands...
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aiyo..y la so emo dear?? u okay ke?? me here if anything k? we should SO go out for lunch or shopping or something one day when all the girls free =)take care *hugs*
Yeshh..we so need to take some time off and have a girls day out again!*hugs*
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