This time you're wrong!

I can't believe just hours ago I was filled with emotions; anger, frustration, sadness...Yet I was numb, forced to succumb to your words. Helpless and teary eyed. What did I do to deserve this? What did we all do to deserve this? Our only crime is that we care too much, that we loved another. We didnt choose this and surely we never encouraged this! Though I may be boiling with anger as I find the best way to express my unsettleness..my sadness is overarching. Of all people, I expect you to know me best, you who I've spent my life with..but you always let me down, always. Honestly, how naive do you think I am? I'm not some stupid slut, I can differentiate between right and wrong. All of us can. I hate it when you talk down to me, especially when this is not my fault. I hate the fact that you guys think it alright to do that to me. Who ever gave you the right? Just because you have the authority? FU! Worst still, you never even tried to understand, let alone hear me out. I guess you feel contented making me feel bad, knowing that you let out all you're frustration on me. You make me sick. You're only making this worse. I just pray that she has the strengh to do what she has to. God knows the hell shes' going through. One thing I'm glad about is that we are somehow in this together. We have each other and thats how it always will be. We are each others stronghold, with God as our guide. I pray and hope that this only makes us stronger and draws us closer.