Of letting go & moving on...

Saw my long, over-the-bra length hair one last time before heading off to the hairdressers. Guess my mind already knew I was getting a few inches off my hair, the next time I take a look at it in the mirror.

Not many people know how troubled I get every time I cut my hair even to the extend of tearing when the hairdresser gets a little too scissor-friendly. Perhaps, it's one of the numerous weird antics I have. But then again, everyone's weird..one way or the other...I'm just pretty obvious most of the time..:s

Small talk aside, I guess even a small, insignificant thing like a hair cut needs some getting used to. But more importantly, whether we like it or not, or perhaps whether we accept it or despise it, sometimes we are left with no choice but to move on. Some things are just out of our control.

I guess I'm finding it difficult to come to terms with how things have turned out, even more so as 2010 comes to a close. Some of which seemed simple, uncomplicated before have clearly turned into the complete opposite. Letting go seems like the only option now. I find myself questioning these circumstances, refusing to give in to the reality. Guess, I'm only fooling myself.

With Christmas close at hand, I hope these next few days away from work and home gives me time to clear my head and make the right decisions. But most of all, help me come to terms with the mess that is year 2010.

So here's me wishing everyone a blessed and joyous Christmas. I hope you'll let Christ find a home in your hearts this 25th.

Btw, presents are more than welcome..Thank you in advance. Muaxx:)

PS: RYMers are having a Christmas party. If you're free on the 26, give Alan a call and come join in the fun!